who am I?

As any teenage girl, I'm confused.
Right now I'm standing on the edge of my first real relationship.
We are best friends, but I don't know if I want more.
Just these past months have made me question, who I really am.
I can't figure out, who I'm supposed to be... or not who I'm supposed to be - fuck that - but who I am and who I wanna be.
I've this aching feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I don't know what to do.
I feel far away from home. I need safety. I miss my mom and dad. Sister and brother.
Take me home, old country road...

xoxo Lullaby.